Turning pages of life
These are but stories in our lives, short glances into our souls. As we go on, a new page, new chapter, new series is written . . . but is it us who really write it?
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
"freedom to bear arms" a "God given right"?
second, i hope no one gets offended or upset, but this is just me letting it out.
thirdly, here it goes . . .
i am currently sitting in my house in montana eating nachos fresh out of the oven. a very wonderful mufti-faceted blessing. only hours ago i was sitting in an airport reading a book (waking the dead by john eldridge which is pretty interesting and i would recommend it) while being slightly distracted by the cnnpolitcs channel that was on covering the results and subsequent fallout and rumors of iowa's caucus. now if you don't know me, i can't stand politics, i hate politics, politics irritate me immensely, and on and on. romney won by 8 votes . . . ok, it was a close race, but do i really need to be bombarded for hours (it was a 3 hour layover) about it and what it will be mean for all the others running and what might happen in the next state? but it gets worse.
i'm not sure which candidate got video time next, if it was gingrich or bachmann, but i will go with the lesser of irritating clips first, if one was really less irritating than the other.
presidential hopeful michelle bachmann was holding a press release about the status of her campaign. and if you couldn't see that it was her walking up to the podium the announcer had to state, "here she comes now." "she's coming up to the podium." "she's stepping up to the podium now." it was like she was announcing a play by play, only very anti-climactic. the short and sweet version is that bachmann stepped out of the race. the long and ugly version is that she felt (and this is the gist of the impression i got) it was her duty to have run for office to bring the country back to God. it sounded like a bit of an attempt to guilt trip people for not voting for her because now who would do it? she went on several times about how "blessed she is thanks to Almighty God" and "Savior" and however many other ways she put it.
now i can see she believes in God and Jesus (but so does the devil and the devil is afraid). that is not a jab at her or saying she is the devil but the statements she made at least seem misguided. what does God care about the political happenings of the united states. (these are my thoughts, so perhaps i'm wrong) i'm sure God sees and is happy or sad about what it can do for the people of the world, but God does not live in the US nor does He mind if it comes from the US, or france, or denmark, or brazil, or iraq, or india, or anywhere else. i don't think God wants the US or any other country. It is man that wants them. God isn't going to say, "look, I have the US." God made it already and it is His. but i do think God wants the people who live in the US (and every other country for that matter) i also think that it is not going to be the government who provides God with those people.
before i go on with that line of thinking i will head onto the irritation of gingrich and then close up both at the same time.
presidential hopeful newt gingrich also had a press conference though i missed some of what was said because of the political hot water he is in because of the mud-slinging going on with romney has really tuned me out of it. but i caught one part where he was saying that, "the second amendment does not give the right to bear arms." i will admit my heart pumped a little harder at that, but he continued, "it says the freedom to bear arms shall not be abridged." (emphasis added by gingrich.) ok, i can see has angle now. then he continued saying that the right to bear arms is a "God given right." if he'd a been in the airport in front of me i'd have lost it. so let me dissect this first and hopefully you can find the flaws in this reasoning.
one, God was around long before guns.
two, people were around long before guns.
three, any rights God gave man came around long before guns.
four, remember the fifth (or sixth depending on your version) commandment? "thou shalt not kill." i'm imagining the voice of God from charleston heston's movie the ten commandments as i type this.
do i have a gun, yes, i have three in fact. i do not believe that guns are bad, but can be used for bad. "i believe guns don't kill people, husbands that come home early do." a somewhat humorous, somewhat sobering, and somewhat scary line by larry the cableguy from the blue collar comedy tour. not that i agree with that line, but you get the idea.
mr. gingrich . . . remember the line about "love your enemy as yourself." ouch. (here's a plug to read the book tea with hezbollah by ted dekker and carl medearis)
just recently i finished a book called radical written by david platt. it destroyed me life. (thanks dana for recommending it!) by destroying my life i'm saying that it destroyed me way of thinking that i'm living the Christian american dream. you know, the one about a car in every garage, a chicken in every pot, go to church for an hour on sunday, give a bit of my (MY) hard earned dollars to some charity so i have that feel good experience. the book basically brings to light that Jesus called all of His followers to GO! not give an hour a week and pennies so you can buy a 5,000 sq ft house with two bmw's in the garage. no, Jesus said, "sell all you have and give it to the poor, then come and follow Me." and where did Jesus go? He went to places that needed Him most. to the people who were hurting, starving, oppressed, hopeless, crippled. do we have people like that in the US. most certainly. seen any in your church lately? been to church lately? would you allow people like that in your church? i can't fit the 217 page book into one paragraph, but basically i've been stuck in the devil's idea that the expensive american dream is ok, as long as it keeps me here and i feel good about not deepening my relationship with God.
(i highly recommend this book by the way.)
so how does that last section fit in with the above ones? trick question, it doesn't. because they are not the same thing. the first two are politics and political agendas masquerading as Christianity, while the third is Jesus telling us what to do next. there have been many times in history where personal or political agendas have taken the guise of Christianity. the crusades and the inquisition are two horrifying examples. on a less violent scale, it seems the US election process can be added to it.
God doesn't want our political, hair-splitting, law-making agendas. He wants us. He doesn't care about what political party we are affiliated with, we are all humans created by Him. i love the line in the switchfoot song politicians. "i pledge allegiance to a country without borders, without politicians." in that country, all are welcome and there is no one to argue about it. i think that if gingrich and bachmann, and any other "Christian" candidate really wanted to "bring this country to God," they would actually be out "in the trenches" getting dirty and hanging out with the "less fortunate." but then they might get their $400 suits dirty. (ok, that might have been a low blow.)
when Jesus was walking the earth the teachers of the law, most notably the pharisees, were so caught up in looking good and showing themselves off and nit-picking every last legal detail that they missed out on Jesus and God and what was being offered. 2000 years later it appears that we haven't come very far.
i will stop before i get too carried away, because i can go on and on. but the point i'm trying to get at is that the government can't save you. they can't bring this country to God. we don't get a free pass because of the government. it is each individual for themselves in this relationship with God, and God wants to meet with each and every one. we make up the united states, the united states doesn't make us. we are a people, created by God, for God's glory, who were amazingly (very amazingly) blessed to be born in this country with all the freedoms, opportunities, and benefits that it has. we have a phenomenal amount of resources available to us, that much of the rest of the world could only dream about. and Jesus commands us to GO!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
First Days of Hunting are Ones Not to Forget
saturday the 23rd was the opener of the gun hunting season here in montana. myself, a friend and his father, and two other friends found ourselves on top of a small peak the night before pitching tents in the dark to be ready for first light. the wind was strong but died down and it wasn't as cold as it had been some previous evenings. first light came and the morning hunt, though uneventful, was still fun with some great scenery.
the afternoon hunt however was a bit more eventful. after hiking through thick moose infested forest (there was seriously moose sign everywhere) a friend and i took a rest at a clearing and decided to split up and both aim for a road below us that would lead us to my car. shortly after starting again he kicked up some mule deer that ran in front of me. when i finally saw them i was surprised to see two bucks lined up behind each other. i could have gotten both with one shot, but since i had already shot a deer i couldn't shoot one of these. it was still neat to see.
i spent the next few hours working my way down to the road (again through moose infested forest) and saw three white-tails including a small buck. it was a fun afternoon seeing my first muley bucks during hunting season, and we saw some good elk sign. so ends day one.
the second day for me was actually two days later, on monday. first light found me and a friend perched above a couple clear cuts in a cold wind seeing absolutely nothing. after an hour we started hiking around. though we did see some deer , we saw no elk, and nothing my friend could shoot.
in the afternoon i went with his father and he went on his own and this is where things get crazy. myself and the guy i was with were going to go to the base of a mountain and follow it and the subsequent ridges to a road and trailhead where his son was going to park his truck. his son was going to drop the truck off and hike down to the road he drove in on, then wait for us to pick him up in his truck.
our hike started out ok. we were in light snow but not seeing anything for sign. we did see a few mule deer running through a clearing in front of us at one point but even that wasn't much. the traveling had been slow so we thought we would try to cut some distance off by making a straight shot for a clear cut on a ridge about a mile and a half in front of us.
we started down the ridge we were on and in an hour finally hit the bottom. we were out of the snow but it was wet and our feet were soaked. we had to pick and fight our way through the alder brush that seemed to be always in front of us and much of our traveling was on moose trails through the brush.
we started back up and shortly encountered a road that we started following uphill to make traveling easier. we checked the map and located where we were, made a plan to continue up the road and then cut in and parallel the ridge line of the mountains.
as we went up we started to get into snow again, but still didn't see much of anything for tracks. we turned off the road and were going through about 2 to 3 inches of snow along a game trail and after a few minutes came across some tracks of a big deer. my friend took the lead in case we'd jump it and continued on. all this while we still have in the back of our minds that we've been traveling slower than we'd hoped and we had about 2 1/2 hours of light left. plenty of time to reach the road.
the tracks left the trail but we wanted to follow the trail so we kept going. a little while later we came across some more tracks that looked like bull elk. i'm thinking awesome. we can find this guy, get him down, then find out where we are so we can get him out. we leave the trail and follow this very meandering set of tracks about 30 yards in. i stop and look around quick and about 15 feet from me i see antler laying on the ground partly covered by snow. i could see it was a moose paddle and i'm exciting thinking i just found a giant moose shed. i went around the tree to go get it and that's when i see that it is not a moose shed. it's the whole head with both antlers of a dead bull moose! it was completely clean with just the bone left and we saw a few other bones and figured it was an old bull that had died and we stumbled across the final resting place. "i'm taking this with me," i said and the other guy was like, "yeah," in a "duh" kinda way. i strapped the head to my pack and we rethought our plan.
our thoughts were that animals would be farther up and bedded down in this weather so if we would continue up we would either run into animals, or eventually go over the saddle in the ridge line and drop down to a trail that would take us easily and quickly to the vehicle.
the next part of the hike was all climbing. a few steps after starting we saw fresh moose tracks and then found moose rubs on trees 8 to 10 inches in diameter. but we still went uphill, and it was hard, and the nagging thought of loosing daylight came back.
my extra burden became top heavy and got caught on trees and was too wide to get through some places. after a stop and planning i readjusting the antlers and found that to help a lot. but the planning made me nervous. the snow and fog made it impossible to see the landmarks we wanted to see, and we weren't quite sure where we were in relation to things. our options were starting to get thinner and getting out was all on my mind. i even planned on passing up an elk if the opportunity arose. either we cut left and follow along the ridge to the road, then go up the road to the trail head, or go up and over to the trail and follow the trail. going left meant climbing over dead fall, going up meant more climbing. the other guy wanted to go up, and i went back and forth in my mind and said, "ok, lets go up."
the climb became more difficult as our bodies become more fatigued. the now 4 inches of snow on top of 3 inches of grass made climbing difficult, and we couldn't see the slippery branches and rocks that we seemed to constantly step on. our pants were soaked through to our thighs, and our feet were completely went. hands and the ends of sleeves were wet as well, though as long as we didn't stop moving, we stayed warm and comfortable, well comfortable all things considered.
i was pulling my burdensome prize through tight brush and my friend would come up behind me and push when it got harder. the climb proved to be longer than either of us thought or hoped but suddenly we hit the top of a ridge. he said it was the ridge we wanted, though i didn't know if i believed him. but, down and left we went, aiming for a trail we couldn't see, and breaks in the clouds and snow revealed a lot of country a long way down.
at this point mild panic, and possibly mild hypothermia, were beginning to take hold. i started going through my inventory to see what i would have should we have to spend a night in the woods. we were loosing light very quickly and had perhaps another 30 minutes left before we would have to get headlamps out. "this is ridiculous," i told myself as i lunged into more short tight trees.
we came to a rocky face that we began to work down, and my friend got his foot stuck and as he worked it out his legs began to cramp up. he's older than i and has a bad knee and back and i didn't want to have to pack him out as well. we got our way down and were actually separated at the bottom for a few moments, but when i called out and heard him i quickly got back and we continued down. i had seen a few open spots each time hoping it was the trail, and each time being disappointed. my friend did recognize the rocky face and knew we were close and on the right track, though he never told me, and i'm thinking about what i can find that would be dry to start a fire.
i saw another opening and went for it and as i got closer, though i didn't want to be disappointed, got more excited and as i stepped into it i found i was on the trail. i called to my friend and he came down, and all my nervousness was gone. we were on a landmark, a solid "i know where i am" landmark, and all we had to do was follow it out.
the light kept fading but travel time kept getting better. my friend estimated about 1/4 mile till we'd be out. 4 inches of snow blanketed our path and in several spots revealed the travelings of moose that had been there before us, and we kept on. moose were not on my list of worries, it was just, "get out."
we hit the road and got to the truck with about the last rays of any light and soon we had the truck loaded and going and headed down to pick up my other friend. we had tried radioing him from the trail but never got a response. there was no response when were at the truck and as we traveled and slid down the slippery mountain road we still couldn't get a response.
turning on to the next road brought more empty radio calls and we kept looking for tracks that weren't there. we began making plans for what we would do if we didn't find him.
his truck didn't have a working defrost so we had to have an open window and rub the windshield with a rag, and soon my hands were going cold on the steering wheel, both from the temperature and nervousness. finally, i see tracks on the road and some of the nervousness was gone. we still couldn't hear him on the radio.
after a few more minutes we heard a call come in, but nothing but static after that. shortly after we could hear him, and contact was established.
he had hit the road long before we hit our trail and started hiking down, and though his story is as crazy as mine, to add it would double this entry, so i will leave it out. i will make an extremely brief summary at the end. we caught up to him a few miles farther down and i think all of us were very happy to see each other again.
i told him to look in the back of the truck and he thought the moose antlers were pretty neat. i asked him if he saw anything and he smiled, chuckled, and said, "i've got a story for ya." i told him to save it till we got going again.
back in the truck, me behind the wheel, we headed down the road to get the other truck then get back to their house for dry clothes, warming up, and a big dinner. he began to tell his story of how he was cutting downhill and heard this crashing below him. just as he was saying that i caught movement of something big to my left and a big cow moose materialized out of the woods and jumped onto the road right in front of us. i almost hit it and afraid of skidding pressed the brakes slowly. the moose ran down the road in front of us for about 1/4 mile before running back into the woods and we just looked in awe and giddiness and could do nothing but smile and laugh.
the rest of the drive was thankfully very uneventful. we got back to the house right after the wife and mother of my two friends got there. i proudly showed off my find to her and her young daughter as we tried to get our gear situated and us in the house. we dried off, got a fire going, warmed up, got dinner and filled up, then recounted stories.
i taped the moose and the widest section measured 39 inches, and when i weighed it i came up with 20 pounds. though it's not a giant like in alaska, it's apparently a very nice moose for this area. the antlers ended up being used as a drying rack in front of the fire that night and i'm not quite sure what i'm going to do with them, but it definitely was an awesome find.
as for my friends story, the short is that he walked the trail towards us at first, and then cut down following tracks. he heard this crashing and upon closer investigation came across two bull moose about the same size as the one i found, one a little smaller, one a little bigger, at about 30 yards. he got away safely and then fought his way through the nastiest thickest brush he has ever encountered. he fell into a creek when the log he was walking on crumbled in a rotten mess beneath him (though it was only a partial leg soaking). he stumbled across one road and located himself on the map and thought it would be quicker to go back in and down to the next road than to follow the road. that 1/8 of a mile took him an hour and the brush stole his hat and he never noticed till he got to the road. soaked, cold, and exhausted he forced himself down the road till we caught up to him about 4 miles later.